25 January 2020 @ 11:57 pm

Comment to be added. I got the Quileute wolves guarding this journal. You wouldn't like them if they got angry.
29 December 2009 @ 12:14 am
It feels like my heart was ripped to shreds. I feel sick and I don't want to believe it. Life took away the greatest human being of all time. The news hit me like a fucking tidal wave, only I wish it took me too. Life doesn't seem worthy right now. How will any of us recover from this? How will their music ever sound the same again? Goddammit Jimmy. You left too soon, you can't be gone, you shouldn't be gone. Why did it have to be you? You of all people can't be gone. I hate this. I really fucking hate it. Fuck I can't even move forward. I hate this, fuck everything else. I'm gonna fucking miss you Jimmy, fucking crazy bastard. I'm gonna miss you forever.

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
Why did it have to be you?